:: BBQ MK II ::

:: Wednesday, August 06, 2003 ::

om gosh




I'm sitting here at my desk, getting bored, Aimee is getting ready for work (she works at as a leasing consultant at an apartment complex now), and i start looking at my old blogspot journal.


I havent posted int his think since late january, and soooo much has happened.


Aimee and i are coming up on our 1st anniversary, we've almost been living together for a year now. We're doing great, sure we have arguments like anyone else, but i dont think we've ever gotten into a screaming match.


i look back on what happened almost 1 year ago and i realize how much i've grown since then. It's really wierd..


Well Genroku totally fell through, i found out just recently that i have no chance of being hired there: 1. Because of my age and 2. because i'm not asian.
I know Hsian tried his hardest to get me in there, and now we are looking at other options, he's going to try to get me into a place called "The Green Room", we'll see how that unfolds.




So basically i've done nothing since january except school and play video games. I've got a little job as a personal trainer with one of my mother's friends, gets me 50 a week... better than nothing.




Aimee is great, i'm sure my posting this entry will result in her posting in her journal as well.


So hopefully i'll be going to culinary school in June/July, we'll see how that unfolds.


Aimee and i were planning on getting our own place within the year, but we decided to stick with my parents and aimee is going to go to school full time to finish her degree.


wow, not much more to say here, Please leave a comment to let me know you read this.


Thats it folks, see you again in another 6 months!











:: Aaron 8:41 AM [+] ::
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hey, not much has happened since my last entry. Hopefully Aimee will be getting a job at Match.com here in a bit. Wal-mart cut her hours because of school and that just isnt going to work.



we're doing pretty good, just chillin out. hopefully i'll start genroku in early february, if not i guess i have a couple of things to fall back on.



its amazing how little i have to say

:: Aaron 4:21 PM [+] ::
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I ate 3 racks of BBQ ribs last night at bennigans
:: Aaron 12:01 PM [+] ::
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:: Aaron 12:01 PM [+] ::
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Post from BBQ??? Sometime late September:

the TRUE meaning of life
HI friends, i'm pretty sure nobody reads this nowadays but thats cool, its kinda nice just to type down how you feel.

I really hope i dont get sucked into a relationship any time soon. I can tell you that i am totally turned off to the idea of one with anybody. I cant see myself with anyone i've met in the past 9 months of my life. Maybe aimee. I dunno. At first i was just interested in having phone sex with her... it had been a while since i had ingaged in ANY kind of sexual activity with anyone so i guess i took what i could get ^^

I did like her toward the last part of what i guess you could call a "pseudo relationship". It was a bad idea to do anything but phonesex and light conversation in the first place. Nothing could come from us liking eachother and later what she thinks is love for me. We live 500 miles apart, she's not moving up here anytime soon, i'm definately not going down there? Why did i continue with it and let it go as far as it did between us? i really did like her. As much as i could like someone over the phone. I told her to give it a shot with lance. Why? i wanted them to succeed. I wanted her to have someone down there so i didnt have to be in a relationship. I still felt bad when they did. Why? i guess i really did like her? or maybe its that same old "OOH SOMEBODY LIKES YOU LETS GO FOR IT" reflex thats screwed me over so many times before. Why do i bother? i always have this inner feeling of "Do you really like this person or is it just you being desperate and lunging at the first person who likes you" its always in my head. I hate relationships. I should become a monk or somthing. Anyways, i doubt i'd go for aimee if she were down here now... after this.

I dont think i'll go to Gatti's

Response:
I am so glad that most of this was a lie!

We live 500 miles apart, she's not moving up here anytime soon, i'm definately not going down there?
I am so happy I get to be with him soon...

I am so happy that he is mine...
I am so happy that I am his...
I feel that this is so perfect...
I love you Aaron...
Words cannot express the way I feel for you. Only God and I know... but you are getting there. I hope I show you all that. If not I will soon... when I'm there with you.
I LOVE YOU...
:: Aims 3:58 PM [+] ::
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Lots of stuff has happened since my last entry



Aimee came to stay with me from saturday-thursday, so i got a little taste of what living with her would be like. It was pretty cool, i saw no real annoying habits, thats a good thing ^^

Cool stuff ensued, we went grocery shopping a couple times, went to dillards and kohls, went to VV, we just hung out most of the time.
I really think we grew closer in that week, i love her so much.



I saw her again yesterday and today down in killeen for geno's birthday party, that was a lot of fun. Ryan Kim and I drove down there saturday morning and arrived saturday afternoon. Hilarity insued. We decided to listen to every beatmania song in order from A-Z and see how far we would get(we got to about M when we arrived back in dallas). Hanging out with geno, ross, and the people from killeen and houston was a blast. We watched some GIRLS GONE WILD, BIKINI MED SCHOOL, and proceeded to consume alcohol.

Aimee and I cooked dinner, that was really fun, we made some chinese food.


The ride back went really fast, had to stop a couple times to buy energy drinks


Aimee decided to move to dallas in january, I'm pretty excited.... but i'm not getting my hopes up too high until she signs the lease for the apartment and such.





When Aimee left after that week, i felt empty inside... like a part of me was gone...... its really wierd, i've never felt like this before. I guess i really am in love with her.... never thought it would happen to me.


:: Aaron 10:24 PM [+] ::
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Aimee came into town yesterday



I was really nervous for certain reasons ^^, thus my stomach was a little messed up today. We had fun.





I told my mom i have this feeling that is kinda LIKE nervousness and a little anxiety(kinda tight in my chest, but no feelings of anxiety) when i think about her. She said it was butterflies, i've never had that before ^^



I hope she comes up with matt and giselle next week, that would be cool.



I REALLY hope she moves up here, she said she was thinking about it.... all i've been thinking about all day is what it would be like if she did move up here....



Well all thats important is that what she does what she feels is right.
:: Aaron 9:47 PM [+] ::
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Lance:



I think this is pretty much over and done with, i'm ready for it to be.



If you feel like saying somthing to me and getting these issues resolved, feel free to call me at 214-869-5647.



Both Lance and Aimee:



Hey guess what? NOBODY IS THE WINNAR!!!
:: Aaron 1:05 AM [+] ::
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